I've been up to my neck in trouble
Up to my neck in strife
Up to my neck in misery
For most of my life I've been a fool
And you know what a fool can do
I'm telling you
You came along when I needed you
Now I'm up, I'm up to my neck in you
tHe StOrY oF mY lIfE by teentitantruefriend0, literature
Literature
tHe StOrY oF mY lIfE
I've tried to move on.
I tried to forget.
But daddy, I don't think I can ever forget.
You looked scary when you were drunk.
I was afraid you'd hit mommy.
But you didn't, did you?
I bet you wanted to.
I bet you wanted to hit me too.
I was the one that always made you mad.
The one that always frustrated you.
Did you ever wish I was dead?
I sometimes wished I was dead.
Does that make you happy?
It makes me happy.
Do you think you'll ever come back?
And be my daddy again?
I don't believe you will.
Mommy thinks you will, though.
I don't believe her.
I won't ever believe her.
And if you do
I won't forgive you.
Do you know why?
tHe SuIcIdE nOtE by teentitantruefriend0, literature
Literature
tHe SuIcIdE nOtE
Dear Whoever Finds This,
When you find this note, I will already be dead.
I have sealed my fate by the shiny blade in my trembling, dead hands.
The time has slipped away from me.
I fear I must leave this place.
I must go somewhere new.
Do I fear where I'm going?
No. Not really.
I'm excited to leave this life.
Mom, I know you meant well.
You wanted to help me.
But this is just something I need to do.
Dad, you aren't with my family anymore
But I forgive you for that now.
To my dear sweet sister,
I hope you don't try what I'm about to do.
I would hate for you to do something so stupid.
My best friend, Sara,
Please don't be m
Just Like I Was Taught by YourNameInABullet, literature
Literature
Just Like I Was Taught
You scream at me, blaming me for everything.
Do you love me?
You hit me, kick me, scream at me some more.
I guess not.
I walk to the door, but you stop me.
You stop me, to only hit me more.
And throw me into the wall.
That wall knocked me out.
I don't blame the wall.
I forgive the wall, and I forgive you.
Just like I was taught.
You spit at me and growl: "You fucking slut."
Then you leave.
With me knocked out, lying against the nice wall.
Some husband you are.
You walk off to get drunk.
You go to your brother's house.
And get drunk with your friends.
I wake up, and see that you're gone.
Again.
I get up, and try to walk to
Amy Pt. I
Back at Titans Tower, Three weeks after the Cash incident, Beastboy was fully recovered from the gunshot. Life was back to normal. Well, they thought it was anyway.
"Beastboy, I wish we had a baby girl." Terra said. "I think that would be so much fun."
"Yeah but she'd up like you and that wouldn't be." He joked
"Oh shut up, Beastboy!" she toppled over on him and they both laughed at the same time.
"I mean think about it," she said again. "If we had a baby girl, Ricky would have someone to play with!"
"But why does it have to be a girl?"
"So we can experience being parents of both a girl and boy! Besides little girls are so cu
Gunshot pt. I
"God almighty Terra! I didn't know you could do that?"
Beastboy stared at Terra in amazement as she jumped around with her foot pulled behind her head.
"Just a talent." She replied.
She jumped around for a couple more minutes easily amusing Beastboy with her tricks. Then stopped and toppled over on top of him.
"Oh Beastboy! Isn't life grand?"
"Why?"
She pointed over to Ricky and Starfire who were playing some sort of Tamaranean game.
"So then you place the glumbarf's himbal next to the melnag's dimblegar and you have one giant pinglepondonam! And that is how you play the game!"
"But what about the glumbarf's singlan? Do
Ricky pt. III
(This takes place in Titans Tower. Ricky is five now *wipes away a tear* he's growing up so fast!)
"Mommy, where do babies come from?"
Terra stopped dead in her tracks.
"Umm… Well, when a mommy and daddy love each other very much they--"
"Have sex." Beastboy butted in out of nowhere and started telling him all about babies.
"Beastboy! He's five!"
"So?"
"Do you know what you just told him?"
"Yeah."
"Well he's only five!"
"So?"
"Mommy, what's sex?"
"See? Now he's not going to shut up until I tell him!"
"So just tell him."
"He's five!"
"So?"
Terra clenched her fists together.
"We are not going to have this conve
Current Residence: In my mind...drowning in the darkness... Favourite genre of music: Punk rock Shell of choice: Conch. ALL HAIL THE MAGIC CONCH!! Skin of choice: I kinda like the skin I have...I'm not racist Favourite cartoon character: Terra and SHIPPO!!! -squee- Personal Quote: "It's not about who you are. It's about who I am when I'm with you."
Favourite Visual Artist
See meh watch list...
Favourite Movies
National Treasure//The Nightmare Before Christmas//Newsies
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Good Charlotte(<33)//Simple Plan//Green Day//ZOEgirl
Favourite Writers
YourNameInABullet is amazing ^-^
Favourite Games
DDR - THAT GAME ROCKS!!!! EVEN IF I SUCK AT IT!!!
Tools of the Trade
pencils//photo manipulation//camera
Other Interests
writing//performing arts//riding horses//thinking of ways to rule the world
This is funny - type out the sentence you end up with in the
subject line and repost it in your own journal
Pick the month you were born:
January--I kicked
February--I loved
March--I smoked
April--I dry humped
May--I choked on
June--I murdered
July--I did the Macarena with
August--I had lunch with
September--I danced with
October--I sang to
November--I yelled at
December--I ran over
Pick the day (number) you were born on:
1-------a birdbath
2-------a monster
3-------a phone
4-------a fork
5-------a Mexican
6-------a gangster
7-------my cell phone
8-------my dog
9-------my best friends' boyfriend
10-------my neighbor
Yeah. Boo hoo for poor Sara. Why? My parents are getting divorced. Super, right?
That's how I feel. My dad just filed for a divorce the other day and my mom is going to sign it.
Please realize that I'm NOT bragging about this. I just need to get it off my chest since I told my mom that I was going to be okay.
I'm not really going to be okay, though. I feel like crap. Seriously. I feel like I need to cut..but I won't. I can't exactly promise it but I'll resist it as much as I can.
Yeah. So...
Needs to find herself,
~Sara
Hi there. First thing I want to say is your artwork particularly your Teen Titan artwork is amazing! It is for this reason I have contacted you. I am part of a growing group of Teen Titan fans who are fighting to bring back the show. Now I know you’ve probably heard people say this before but this time is different. I’M SERIOUS! And just recently some new information has given us more hope than ever in bringing back the show. For more on this new information I provide links to two web sites with the information. Here they are [link]age=189 and [link] . Also you can go to my journal to see the information to. But to the main point now which is a request. A request to make saved Teen Titan artwork for our cause. You don’t have to make artwork to help. The other way to help is explained where the links take you. I would be humbled if you take on this endeavour and I would be honored if you joined us in this fight. Contact me if you have any questions. Thank you.
P.S. I go by the name Rogue trader on those forums by the way.